Half more hour away from now, my alarm will ring..
but i could not get myself in sleep..
thinking of later i had to attend the place that make me feel down..
i totally lost my mood in everything..
i feel better after throw every of my suffer to my best friend's ear here..
but..i do feel down and stress when he was not around..
i suffering from difficult breath this two day..
mayb coz i could not digest the pressure given by her..
the word from her is unpredictable..
each word juz like dagger stab into my world..
she makes me suspect of myself..do i really suit to be programmer...
the interview at penang was cancel at last minute..
shall i cont find job in PJ while waiting to go back penang??
if i do find job here..i hope to move..
move to a better enviroment..
move to a place that i could refresh my mind and start everything from begining...