afraid..

do you afraid of lost someone??
besides my family..
i think i do not have one now..
is that mean i do not know how to love??


if we love..
we afraid to lost..
if we love..
we afraid they hurt..
if we love..
we afraid they change..
if we love..
we afraid they unhappy..
argh...
so many thing to think and scare..

sometime i rather do not know how to love..
without love then we do not need to worry..
i envy of my parent...
my dad could protect my mum for so many years..
he never speak with loud voice with her before..
could i do the same thing in future??
i hope i could..
i hope i could find someone like my mum too..
easy to happy and do not think too much..
=)