romantic definition...

almost 1 week i do not type any word in my blog..
so many thing happen and i not really remember..
until today i decide to place my finger on keyboard and start blog again..
during dinner, i feel the dinner was so cold..
no people speak and no laugh sound..
i do not know why..
some of them seem like hiding something behind their wall..
maybe i could guess what happening..
on the way back to home, one of my friend told me that
watching firework is some kind of romantic event...
she said that everyone will automatically smile when looking at firework...
but my the other friend do not feel the same way..
from this 2 gal, i could feel that different gal has different definition of "romantic" in their mind..
one of them feel that romantic is from a scenario...
like enjoying the firework or having a candle night dinner together..
another one i not sure..
but i think should be romantic in term of words or phrase...
for me..
no matter what, as long as anything done by the one we love..
then it consider romantic..
even buy me cup of water..
then i would be happy and feel romantic..
haha...
today is 31th...
i could not eat baskin robin ice cream because i over spend this month...
i had to wait another 2 month to eat it..
T_T
hope this 2 month will faster pass so i could have it...

cold...

this two days i spend most of my time in room alone..
maybe is due to raining..
i felt so cold whole day and night..
time show 1.08 am and its time for me to go bed again...
but i scare..
scare i would wake up in the mid night...
wake up cause of cold...
shivering...
and the most scary thing for me is..
i do not bring any blanket from my hometown..
T_T

Fake..

firstly i thought that we could express everything in blog..
our happiness and sadness could be written in here..
few days ago my friend told me he worry about something..
but he not dare to write in blog because someone may read and misunderstand...
and now i feel it quite true..
not everything we could write in here..
especially when something we do not want other to know..
haha...
maybe some day i will create a new blog that no one know and write about it..
=)

hope..

be cruel...
and never give any hope if there is not..
the receiver of message will automatically step backward..

2nd anniversary...

feel so tired..
today i'm so happy..
i went to sunway pyramid today..
and i do my first ice skating in my whole life..
^^
during skating i fall down a lot of times and my back side so pain and cold..
i hurt my leg too since the way i skate and stand with the shoe is incorrect..
although very pain..
but i felt its worth..
the first time i step into the ice floor, i can't even stand..
and slowly i could slide my first inch to front and this make me so happy...
haha...
my friend Loke fall down together with me during skating haha...
derrick teaching erica while ccc (my roomate) and ming lee (a new couple) learning together..
after skate till 8 something, other coursemate were gathered and waiting for us for dinner..
oh ya.. forget to mention that today is our class 2nd anniversary in UTAR..
time pass so fast..
we already in final year...
i sure will miss all of them after graduate..
we went to mahanttan fish to celebrate our anniversary..
the food is so nice but expensive..
i think each of us ate almost rm 40...
today i feel so happy and enjoy..
but i wondering how about others...
are they happy as i do??
i hope they do..
the most sad thing for me is...
i could not eat the cheese prawn i want...
T_T
the special of the prawn is the cheese was burnt and the test is nice...
haiz...
nvm..
i will go eat next time with ah loke because he has the sticker that give us discount of 10%...
xD

The Only One..

the night so quiet...
suddenly feel very empty..
i close my eye and look around...
there is no one stand besides me...
but when i look deeper..
there is a dark shadow standing there...
giving me advices and support when i need...
i could not imagine what happen if the shadow disappear...
before it lost...
i hope i could appreciate it..
i would...
please do not give up of me...
thank you my friend...

equilibrium..

sometime i feel the world is fair..
if you expect something from others..
you need to pay them the same price as u expect...
so if you decide to give up me..
i would do the same thing...
vice versa...