request with no reply..

after feel down for several days..
the moody disappear today...
i not sure why..
maybe because my request was finally fulfill by my friend ah loke after i request from several friends but there is no reply..
hahaha...
and you know what is the request??
is...
i wish to have mooncake that in "nien yong" flavour!!!

i happy not actually because i could have the mooncake..
it is because at least i know that there is someone willing to answer me when i make a request..
=)
thanks to him..
and now i could study for tommorow's final exam and i hope i never too late..
hehe...
actually need thanks to yong hong(another nick called hero) too(one of loke housemate and also my coursemate).
cause i ate one of his mooncake yesterday..
xD
now i want go bath and prepare for my study..
wish me good luck ya..
i'll be back...
>.<

value of gift..

when i was young..
i feel that a gift is judge through the price..
no matter, what it is..
as long as expensive and it is a good gift..
few years ago..
i had change my mind...
i feel that gift should be something that like by the one we going to give..
so in this state, price does matter to a gift..
but now..
i feel that gift should be something that we like..
always give other things that we like to other..
even a small candy..
it also consider as a gift..
but do REMEMBER..
only give other those we like...
and do not give other if we DO NOT like it...

dependency..

"find a pretty and sexy girl friend"...
"find a handsome boy friend"..
these words are often heard by me during secondary school from all my friends..
normally during secondary school even in university or in other word..
non mature stage, people often find a partner that have a good out look..
but i think..
when come to other stage (mature)..
human will look for those who are loyal and who could give themselve feel safe when become their partner..
this is because human will seek for their life partner...
as long as they could stay with them,
protect each other, trust each other and care each other..
then that will be just fine to fulfill their requirement to become a life partner..
so for those who still in immature stage..
please do consider the statement i wrote..
do not because of out look and give up someone that who really appreciate you...

silent guardian...

4.57 am..
sudenlly remember the song of Guang Liang (Tong Hua)..
in the song mention that he would like to transform into a pair of wing..
and become a guardian of the gal...
firstly i feel that it is stupid..
wing normally attach behind of someone..
so no matter what he did..
the gal will never realise...
today i realise..
i prefer to be a pair of wing too..
become of a silent guardian of the one i love..
it is not a matter whether she realise what i did or not..
as long as she give u a smile from her heart..
i feel that it is worth...
although open my palm and let her go..
seek for her happiness and the one she love..
i would happy too...
this is because i hope she happy than i do..
and never regret with her decision...

response...

when we hold the hand of someone we love...
feel their hand..
if they do give you response...
or hold your hand tighly..
they love you just like you do..
but if not...

perfection..

some people feel that grape that they could not have
is always not nice...
but for me..
the thing i never get is always the best..
that's why she is always perfect in my heart...
8 years...

lost...

i heard of a story just now...
they said that the more we like or love a thing...
the more we afraid to lost it...
if it really do..
i rather i will never had it before..
because i afraid of pain and sad...