tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80538211656575440352011-08-02T13:57:43.554-07:00Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.comBlogger561100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-60190085609042046622010-03-11T14:46:00.000-08:002010-03-11T14:56:12.898-08:00Half more hour away from now, my alarm will ring..<br /><br />but i could not get myself in sleep..<br /><br />thinking of later i had to attend the place that make me feel down..<br /><br />i totally lost my mood in everything..<br /><br />i feel better after throw every of my suffer to my best friend's ear here..<br /><br />but..i do feel down and stress when he was not around..<br /><br />i suffering from difficult breath this two day..<br /><br />mayb coz i could not digest the pressure given by her..<br /><br />the word from her is unpredictable..<br /><br />each word juz like dagger stab into my world..<br /><br />she makes me suspect of myself..do i really suit to be programmer...<br /><br />the interview at penang was cancel at last minute..<br /><br />shall i cont find job in PJ while waiting to go back penang??<br /><br />if i do find job here..i hope to move..<br /><br />move to a better enviroment..<br /><br />move to a place that i could refresh my mind and start everything from begining...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-6019008560904204662?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-64268141234318278712009-10-11T10:49:00.000-07:002009-10-11T10:57:47.292-07:00Some said we could not sleep during night is because of we miss someone..<br />The image of person keep rotate in our mind<br />It makes our blood circulation become faster and faster..<br />Am i missing someone at this moment while making me couldnt fall in sleep??<br />i think and think while i try close my eye..<br /><br />i found tat i do missing...<br />but not someone...its several of them..<br />the image of my past keep appearing in my mind..<br />things that happen during my secondary school keep appear..<br />the image of my home and family member keep floating in my mind..<br /><br />I not sure whether these images apppear make me cant sleep..<br />or i cant sleep so i try think something to make me sleep better..<br />time shows 2.00 am..<br />i had to wake up 6 hours later..<br /><br />i had to clear my mind now to sleep..<br />else i going to fishing whole day in company...<br />good night to those who appear in my mind few minutes ago..<br />wish that you all live happily now and in future...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-6426814123431827871?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-21226568716062184132009-08-18T09:43:00.000-07:002009-08-18T09:52:16.333-07:00its been around a year since my last post..<br />finally i had completed my task as the only university student in my family...<br />graduated from a university..<br />it may not a proud since i do not graduate from a local uni..<br />but at least im called as a uni graduate..<br />the only thing i do not expect after i graduated is i would continue stay in kl..<br />sitting here continue writting my blogs..<br />i though that i would back to penang and continue my life..<br />but i know..<br />i know that someday i would go back to where i come from and never come back again..<br />i really hope the day would come..<br />but i do not had this strength to do that..<br />this is because i had to start from begining again..<br />new enviroment, new friends and new life..<br /><br />everyone had change after graduated..<br />some become more matured..<br />some become more attractive..<br />and some are still as silly as last time..<br />i had change as well..<br />i feel that i had become worse than before..<br />my tolerance had become lesser and lesser..<br />my fear of being alone had become greater and greater..<br />but i will continue to try..<br />try to face it..<br />the purpose i wrote this blog is to force myself to face and learn..<br />i know i could do that..<br />every penang people had a very high flexibility to get along with different enviroment..<br />especially my family..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-2122656871606218413?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-46927882730768289342009-03-07T04:54:00.000-08:002009-03-07T05:04:20.881-08:00today we having graduate photo session..<br />few guys from my class do not attend for it..<br />one of them is my good friend ah loke..<br />one of the reason he do not come is because all his housemate never come..<br />actually i quite wish he will come..<br />this is because in future when we graduate, at least there is something could make me remember this good friend..<br />but i do not ask him to stay, this is because i know power of me 1 person never stronger than his 4 housemates..<br />few days ago, derrick ask him..<br />if one day all his boycott me, will him follow also..<br />i do not think about it after this..<br />today when i having my nap after the photo session..<br />this question sudenlly appear..<br />will it happen??<br />a person we treat as good friend boycott us because his other good friend do??<br />if he do, i wont be suprise..<br />i do not expect much from everyone around me..<br />its not because i do not trust them..<br />but i hope i could independent..<br />do not depend on others..<br />use to stay alone without friend..<br />everyday im trying to be alone..<br />but i think is difficult for me to achieve it..<br />maybe someday after graduate..<br />i wish i could get along with the feel of getting alone..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-4692788273076828934?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-18654567673474340912009-02-08T20:00:00.000-08:002009-02-08T20:06:03.643-08:00few days ago..<br />i wrote on my msn messenger message..<br />"can we could feel that if someone like us?"<br />the like here mean have feeling or simplified as love~<br />or i should said a little love..<br />most of them told me yes..<br />i use to be can last time..<br />but recently i found that not really..<br />i feel that everything totally up side down..<br />im not very sure about that..<br />but what i know is..<br />if someone dislike us..<br />we sure could feel that..<br />although they do not show us a bad emotion or face..<br />but we could actually feel it..<br />the best solution for me get away from them..<br />before the dislike become hate..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-1865456767347434091?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-1460919110774158782009-01-26T06:18:00.000-08:002009-01-26T09:01:18.159-08:00few years ago..<br /><br />chinese new year eve is a very special and important event in my life..<br /><br />this dinners bring alot of meaning and memorial for me in the whole year..<br /><br />where all my family members gather and have dinner together..<br /><br />steamboat is our dinner on that night..<br /><br />when i was young..<br /><br />we could only have steamboat once a year which is on that night..<br /><br />i not very sure why..<br /><br />but i guess is because there will be a lot of food and need many people to finish it..<br /><br />due to working and study, it is difficult for all my family members to gather..<br /><br /><br /><br />the meaning of this dinner stay with me for 18years..<br /><p>it lost since the day she no more sit on the place and eat with us as she always do..</p><p>but...</p><p>the dinner still important to us because of my dad..</p><p>but this is no more a pure eve for my "family"..<br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-146091911077415878?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-27062057274708054132009-01-18T07:48:00.000-08:002009-01-18T08:00:45.435-08:00the feel of tired once again come back to me..<br />something happen and make me do not want to back to penang anymore..<br />few years ago, i heard someone said...<br />parent would not afraid, heartache or sad<br />if their children do not success in life...<br />the most sad thing for them is when they saw<br />their children fighting with each others..<br />all are their children and which shall they stand off?<br />as the youngest in home, what can i do??<br />find a chance to go other place and let them calm down..<br />huh..<br />this deed is such a useless guy..<br />but i really hope i could do that..<br /><br />back to KL...<br />everything go normal..<br />until the day i ask him my friend..<br />"do u feel any regret with any decision you make?"<br />and he answer<br />"i do not want to answer"<br />and after few days, i was told that he had make the other decision..<br />decide to end something he had decide before its too late..<br />before the thing go deeper and deeper..<br />for me this is a brave attitude..<br />well<br />i wish he could find someone that more suitable..<br /><br /><br />*tired*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-2706205727470805413?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-50120687668811373402008-11-10T23:36:00.000-08:002008-11-10T23:47:07.685-08:00November 11 2008..<br />holiday pass around 1 and half month..<br />and everyday i spend around 17 hours infront of computer playing games...<br />if my dad know it, he sure will scold and talk bunch of theory to me...<br />as a youngster, i should could not accept what he said...<br />this is because i feel that everyone will have their own interest or addicted to something..<br />just like them..<br />my dad smokes...<br />everyday will more than a packet..<br />i keep tell him that smoke no good for health just like he told me play games will affect my study..<br />so i feel that he had no qualified to give any advise..<br />corect huh??<br />i felt it correct since i was very young but until 1 day..<br />i realised it was wrong!!!<br />11 years ago...<br />a little baby born...<br />and he is the first baby that younger than me in my family..(i was youngest in my family)<br />looking at him day by day growing up..<br />making me worry about his future..<br />when the time i saw him sit infront of pc..<br />i will advise him not too play too much game cause it would affect his study..<br />but when think back...<br />do i really have qualified to said so??<br />and now i know how my dad feel at the moment...<br />the feel of sorry start to spread around my mind..<br />so i swear to myself..<br />no matter what my dad said in the future..<br />no comment!!!<br />just smile, knock head and agree~<br />=)<br />jia you..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-5012068766881137340?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-88731061920154970632008-10-21T03:56:00.000-07:002008-10-21T04:03:46.209-07:00my life filled with game this few weeks..<br />sometime i went to my friends house using their computer since my house lagging..<br />everytime when i back, i would had to wait for 1 or 2 minutes for the lift to reach ground floor..<br />in the other situation, when i going out, the lift seem like waiting for me to press at the button..<br />ready and waitng me to go out...<br />im thinking...<br />do my room hate me so much and hope i go out and not return home??<br />everytime when i back, he seem delaying my time to reach him..<br />while when i ready to go out, my room seem excited and want to send out as soon as possible..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-8873106192015497063?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-64844729313414244412008-10-13T07:59:00.000-07:002008-10-13T08:08:41.773-07:00few weeks ago, the balcony's floor was crack due to weather change...<br />i step on it very carefully during collecting my cloth that hang at balcony..<br />as a result, the floor cut my leg..<br />since that, i forget the incident and collect my cloth as usual everyday..<br />few days ago, i realise that i do not cut my leg...<br />the floor is crack like before..<br />i simply walk out but the floor do not left any wound on my leg..<br />is this because the floor had change??<br />or my leg was adapted to the crack floor so would not cut by it again??<br />i do not know..<br />but someone told me before..<br />Penang people have a very high adaptability no matter in what condition..<br />i feel its right..<br />even in relationship problem, i feel we could handle without affect our own seriously..<br />at least i did not heard any of my friend was very down and give up everything around them when they brake with their partner...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-6484472931341424441?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-20682152189349564842008-10-01T19:52:00.001-07:002008-10-01T19:55:04.459-07:00what is the most pain feeling??<br />is when the one we love telling other that they love them...<br />or when we look at the one we love treat other they love good..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-2068215218934956484?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-44065294205353829762008-10-01T13:04:00.000-07:002008-10-01T13:05:40.089-07:00sometime if our real identity or memory is gone for temporary..<br />it may be a good thing...<br />just like the movie..<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-4406529420535382976?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-86704641190866750562008-10-01T11:47:00.000-07:002008-10-01T11:55:43.389-07:00i had think for few days..<br />if someone who willing to quarrel with other cause of us...<br />what this mean??<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-8670464119086675056?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-89794751855913749232008-09-28T19:50:00.000-07:002008-09-28T20:05:20.223-07:00few days ago, my coursemate organize a trip to penang..<br />derrick, keat and me drive each car and fetch 17 people round the island..<br />during the trip, most of us sick..<br />my stomach not feeling very well because i went to Segamat and Malacca before i came back to Penang..<br />i ate a lot of food in Segamat and Malacca..<br />i really enjoy those trips...<br />i feel very happy...<br />but...<br />at the final day of Penang trip..<br />when the time we sent them to bus stop...<br />looking at them from outside of the bus...<br />the feel very uncomfortable..<br />we wave our hand to each others..<br />feel like this is the last wave from them i can ever seen...<br />the feeling of scare spread out from my heart..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-8979475185591374923?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-69757815647415005622008-09-16T03:54:00.000-07:002008-09-16T03:58:42.138-07:00argh!!!!<br />i hate this feeling...<br />eveytime when this feeling present..<br />i sure will think irrationally..<br />my stupid immature thinking will take over me..<br />i really hate it!!!!<br />i hate of myself!!!<br />i want to overcome it..<br />delete it forever from my personality!!!!<br />please help me..<br />i scare fail....<br />T_T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-6975781564741500562?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-22269646445332739542008-09-15T21:15:00.000-07:002008-09-15T21:21:18.927-07:00i feel happy with my life now...<br />but..<br />everytime when i lie on my bed..<br />i feel like i lost something..<br />lost something that i would never get it back..<br />something that might very important...<br />i do not know what is it...<br />i feel like to reject everything...<br /><br />i reject...<br />i reject every incident that happen around me..<br />i reject every properties around me...<br />i reject to become one of friend among others...<br />i reject to born as a youngest son in my family...<br />i reject to act my role as a human in the world..<br />i reject to exist as a dust in the universe...<br />i reject...<br /><br />i do not know why..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-2226964644533273954?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-68692916738507371132008-09-15T09:53:00.000-07:002008-09-15T10:33:53.548-07:00after having my OM exam..<br />me and my few coursemate went to one of their hometown seremban..<br />i do a lot of careless mistake during the exam..<br />actually i expect could get B..<br />but now i think max will only get C...<br />although very sad..<br />but after i came back from seremban 1 day trip, i feel better..<br />finally i get closer to one of my dream in university life..<br />the dream is to visit all my friend's hometown around whole Malaysia..<br />=)<br />and today i went to first place that far from my hometown..<br />all of us feel tired because study till very late yesterday..<br />pity my friend yonghong..<br />he had to drive us 45 minute to eat fu yong sao pao..<br />and then another 45 minute to back to his hometown..<br />feel so happy cause i could serve those sao pao as i wish for long time ago..<br />after eat, we went to daren's house..<br />we had some rest there..<br />we rest around half hour there and yong hong brought us to a temple near by..<br />the temple was so amazing..<br />there are 12 statues chinese horoscope..<br />they look life..<br />after spend around half hour there, we went to yonghong house..<br />where our main destination..<br />haha..<br />daren and yonghong parent are nice..<br />they gave us drink and moon cake..<br />=)<br />we decide to have our dinner by having ikan bakar..<br />but when the time we reach there, the shop do not open..<br />so we go to another shop near by..<br />this is the first time they visit the shop..<br />and they do not whether the food there is nice or not..<br />quite dissapointed..<br />haha..<br />we back to pj after dinner...<br />thanks to yonghong...<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-6869291673850737113?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-35447330369986073362008-09-13T09:24:00.000-07:002008-09-13T09:31:33.276-07:00do you afraid of lost someone??<br />besides my family..<br />i think i do not have one now..<br />is that mean i do not know how to love??<br /><br /><br />if we love..<br />we afraid to lost..<br />if we love..<br />we afraid they hurt..<br />if we love..<br />we afraid they change..<br />if we love..<br />we afraid they unhappy..<br />argh...<br />so many thing to think and scare..<br /><br />sometime i rather do not know how to love..<br />without love then we do not need to worry..<br />i envy of my parent...<br />my dad could protect my mum for so many years..<br />he never speak with loud voice with her before..<br />could i do the same thing in future??<br />i hope i could..<br />i hope i could find someone like my mum too..<br />easy to happy and do not think too much..<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-3544733036998607336?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-25576995227216620462008-09-13T09:22:00.000-07:002008-09-13T09:24:18.476-07:00as usual i come back home alone in the mid night..<br />normally i feel scare...<br />scare to meet robbers??<br />or scare to meet ghost??<br />actually both..<br />hehe...<br />but do not know why..<br />just now i had no feeling at all...<br />maybe i could feel the moon is watching us tonight..<br />happy mooncake festival..<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-2557699522721662046?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-8678072386718035982008-09-12T10:18:00.000-07:002008-09-12T10:22:11.278-07:001.18 am...<br />i could not place my body at a good position to have a good sleep..<br />i feel so hot and uncomfortable..<br />after reading and memorise for few days..<br />finally i could get some rest..<br />but after i wake up tommorow morning..<br />i had to work hard again..<br />all people are worry about their exam..<br />of course i am one of them...<br />ops..<br />my roomate back..<br />i beeter get some sleep..<br />nitez..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-867807238671803598?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-85673039617496387452008-09-11T04:55:00.000-07:002008-09-11T05:03:47.250-07:003 days ago is my friend birthday..<br />he used to be my best friend in primary and secondary..<br />i did not send any sms to him although i notice his birthday..<br />i heard that he change a lot..<br />he had follow his family to believe in their religion..<br />they move to Johor when we are in form 3..<br />he become another one since that day..<br />i do not dare to sms him..<br />i do not know what to said..<br />we use to talk a lot rubbish last time..<br />but now the way he talk changed too..<br />i sms with him before..<br />the first message replied by him is "hows ur life?"..<br />i was stunned that time...<br />haha...<br />this is because the word is too serious between us..<br />i miss all my good friend in secondary school..<br />i never forget the foot print they left in my life..<br />=)<br />and now..<br />there are another group of friends to steping in my life..<br />thanks to you all...<br />i would never forget the day we go through before no matter ex schoolmate or coursemate..<br />i hope there is a hard disk could store all my memory...<br />^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-8567303961749638745?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-49108042118205341342008-09-06T19:28:00.000-07:002008-09-06T19:36:48.775-07:00after feel down for several days..<br />the moody disappear today...<br />i not sure why..<br />maybe because my request was finally fulfill by my friend ah loke after i request from several friends but there is no reply..<br />hahaha...<br />and you know what is the request??<br />is...<br />i wish to have mooncake that in "nien yong" flavour!!!<br /><br /><br /><p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5243102578010568706" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_CXQRo4gE1cM/SMM-A_tBOAI/AAAAAAAAAAo/rS6lufBaIlg/s320/mooncake.jpg" border="0" /></p><p><br />i happy not actually because i could have the mooncake..<br />it is because at least i know that there is someone willing to answer me when i make a request..<br />=)<br />thanks to him..<br />and now i could study for tommorow's final exam and i hope i never too late..<br />hehe...<br />actually need thanks to yong hong(another nick called hero) too(one of loke housemate and also my coursemate).<br />cause i ate one of his mooncake yesterday..<br />xD<br />now i want go bath and prepare for my study..<br />wish me good luck ya..<br />i'll be back...<br />>.<</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-4910804211820534134?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-13057104142691312312008-09-06T05:10:00.000-07:002008-09-06T05:15:57.240-07:00when i was young..<br />i feel that a gift is judge through the price..<br />no matter, what it is..<br />as long as expensive and it is a good gift..<br />few years ago..<br />i had change my mind...<br />i feel that gift should be something that like by the one we going to give..<br />so in this state, price does matter to a gift..<br />but now..<br />i feel that gift should be something that we like..<br />always give other things that we like to other..<br />even a small candy..<br />it also consider as a gift..<br />but do REMEMBER..<br />only give other those we like...<br />and do not give other if we DO NOT like it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-1305710414269131231?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-34808657011198085152008-09-06T04:56:00.000-07:002008-09-06T05:09:35.834-07:00"find a pretty and sexy girl friend"...<br />"find a handsome boy friend"..<br />these words are often heard by me during secondary school from all my friends..<br />normally during secondary school even in university or in other word..<br />non mature stage, people often find a partner that have a good out look..<br />but i think..<br />when come to other stage (mature)..<br />human will look for those who are loyal and who could give themselve feel safe when become their partner..<br />this is because human will seek for their life partner...<br />as long as they could stay with them,<br />protect each other, trust each other and care each other..<br />then that will be just fine to fulfill their requirement to become a life partner..<br />so for those who still in immature stage..<br />please do consider the statement i wrote..<br />do not because of out look and give up someone that who really appreciate you...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-3480865701119808515?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-21958359252469591432008-09-04T13:57:00.001-07:002008-09-04T14:02:06.263-07:004.57 am..<br />sudenlly remember the song of Guang Liang (Tong Hua)..<br />in the song mention that he would like to transform into a pair of wing..<br />and become a guardian of the gal...<br />firstly i feel that it is stupid..<br />wing normally attach behind of someone..<br />so no matter what he did..<br />the gal will never realise...<br />today i realise..<br />i prefer to be a pair of wing too..<br />become of a silent guardian of the one i love..<br />it is not a matter whether she realise what i did or not..<br />as long as she give u a smile from her heart..<br />i feel that it is worth...<br />although open my palm and let her go..<br />seek for her happiness and the one she love..<br />i would happy too...<br />this is because i hope she happy than i do..<br />and never regret with her decision...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-2195835925246959143?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-60167573528397272172008-09-04T00:23:00.001-07:002008-09-04T00:24:31.991-07:00when we hold the hand of someone we love...<br />feel their hand..<br />if they do give you response...<br />or hold your hand tighly..<br />they love you just like you do..<br />but if not...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-6016757352839727217?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-66207581565666147692008-09-03T02:01:00.001-07:002008-09-03T02:02:54.512-07:00some people feel that grape that they could not have<br />is always not nice...<br />but for me..<br />the thing i never get is always the best..<br />that's why she is always perfect in my heart...<br />8 years...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-6620758156566614769?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-65528210899454606002008-09-01T10:26:00.000-07:002008-09-01T10:28:23.839-07:00i heard of a story just now...<br />they said that the more we like or love a thing...<br />the more we afraid to lost it...<br />if it really do..<br />i rather i will never had it before..<br />because i afraid of pain and sad...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-6552821089945460600?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-15995296602905963612008-08-31T05:34:00.000-07:002008-08-31T05:47:56.617-07:00almost 1 week i do not type any word in my blog..<br />so many thing happen and i not really remember..<br />until today i decide to place my finger on keyboard and start blog again..<br />during dinner, i feel the dinner was so cold..<br />no people speak and no laugh sound..<br />i do not know why..<br />some of them seem like hiding something behind their wall..<br />maybe i could guess what happening..<br />on the way back to home, one of my friend told me that<br />watching firework is some kind of romantic event...<br />she said that everyone will automatically smile when looking at firework...<br />but my the other friend do not feel the same way..<br />from this 2 gal, i could feel that different gal has different definition of "romantic" in their mind..<br />one of them feel that romantic is from a scenario...<br />like enjoying the firework or having a candle night dinner together..<br />another one i not sure..<br />but i think should be romantic in term of words or phrase...<br />for me..<br />no matter what, as long as anything done by the one we love..<br />then it consider romantic..<br />even buy me cup of water..<br />then i would be happy and feel romantic..<br />haha...<br />today is 31th...<br />i could not eat baskin robin ice cream because i over spend this month...<br />i had to wait another 2 month to eat it..<br />T_T<br />hope this 2 month will faster pass so i could have it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-1599529660290596361?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-82283249040933028312008-08-23T10:07:00.000-07:002008-08-23T10:10:23.166-07:00this two days i spend most of my time in room alone..<br />maybe is due to raining..<br />i felt so cold whole day and night..<br />time show 1.08 am and its time for me to go bed again...<br />but i scare..<br />scare i would wake up in the mid night...<br />wake up cause of cold...<br />shivering...<br />and the most scary thing for me is..<br />i do not bring any blanket from my hometown..<br />T_T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-8228324904093302831?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-85388045152228059672008-08-23T08:48:00.000-07:002008-08-23T08:53:16.842-07:00firstly i thought that we could express everything in blog..<br />our happiness and sadness could be written in here..<br />few days ago my friend told me he worry about something..<br />but he not dare to write in blog because someone may read and misunderstand...<br />and now i feel it quite true..<br />not everything we could write in here..<br />especially when something we do not want other to know..<br />haha...<br />maybe some day i will create a new blog that no one know and write about it..<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-8538804515222805967?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-81274359168003732332008-08-22T22:38:00.000-07:002008-08-22T22:42:31.377-07:00be cruel...<br />and never give any hope if there is not..<br />the receiver of message will automatically step backward..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-8127435916800373233?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-25121973303574592792008-08-21T08:17:00.000-07:002008-08-21T08:26:13.553-07:00feel so tired..<br />today i'm so happy..<br />i went to sunway pyramid today..<br />and i do my first ice skating in my whole life..<br />^^<br />during skating i fall down a lot of times and my back side so pain and cold..<br />i hurt my leg too since the way i skate and stand with the shoe is incorrect..<br />although very pain..<br />but i felt its worth..<br />the first time i step into the ice floor, i can't even stand..<br />and slowly i could slide my first inch to front and this make me so happy...<br />haha...<br />my friend Loke fall down together with me during skating haha...<br />derrick teaching erica while ccc (my roomate) and ming lee (a new couple) learning together..<br />after skate till 8 something, other coursemate were gathered and waiting for us for dinner..<br />oh ya.. forget to mention that today is our class 2nd anniversary in UTAR..<br />time pass so fast..<br />we already in final year...<br />i sure will miss all of them after graduate..<br />we went to mahanttan fish to celebrate our anniversary..<br />the food is so nice but expensive..<br />i think each of us ate almost rm 40...<br />today i feel so happy and enjoy..<br />but i wondering how about others...<br />are they happy as i do??<br />i hope they do..<br />the most sad thing for me is...<br />i could not eat the cheese prawn i want...<br />T_T<br />the special of the prawn is the cheese was burnt and the test is nice...<br />haiz...<br />nvm..<br />i will go eat next time with ah loke because he has the sticker that give us discount of 10%...<br />xD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-2512197330357459279?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-79876038993316683322008-08-20T11:04:00.000-07:002008-08-20T11:10:24.693-07:00the night so quiet...<br />suddenly feel very empty..<br />i close my eye and look around...<br />there is no one stand besides me...<br />but when i look deeper..<br />there is a dark shadow standing there...<br />giving me advices and support when i need...<br />i could not imagine what happen if the shadow disappear...<br />before it lost...<br />i hope i could appreciate it..<br />i would...<br />please do not give up of me...<br />thank you my friend...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-7987603899331668332?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-13430802662331587472008-08-20T10:57:00.001-07:002008-08-20T11:00:31.124-07:00sometime i feel the world is fair..<br />if you expect something from others..<br />you need to pay them the same price as u expect...<br />so if you decide to give up me..<br />i would do the same thing...<br />vice versa...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-1343080266233158747?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-78760504886728355232008-08-18T22:37:00.000-07:002008-08-18T22:41:15.461-07:00my friend from hometown call me yesterday..<br />he told me about his problem in love..<br />i listen of it before i come to KL during internship..<br />i had a bit confuse now..<br />does he really love his gf?<br />i not sure..<br />the way he told me, how he love his gf, how he treat her good..<br />i feel like he actually is not..<br />vice versa..<br />i do not feel like his gf love him too..<br />quite confusing huh..<br />i wondering how would you treat someone that you love??<br />how is the best way to love??<br />=.=<br />i do not know..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-7876050488672835523?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-41479867208226744562008-08-17T19:51:00.001-07:002008-08-17T20:01:00.832-07:00During in hometown..<br />i think a lot of thing to write..<br />but when reach here..<br />i do not know what to write..<br />haha...<br />before come back, i said good bye to my newphew who is 1 and half years old..<br />firstly he though i was kidding to him so he wave his hand to me..<br />but when the time he saw i walk out from house with my bags,<br />he start to cry..<br />i heard it and this make me feel like want to stay few more hours to accompany him...<br />although it is a tough time to take care of him..<br />but after refresh my mind, its a funny scene and sweet memory..<br />he not good in talking yet..<br />but he good in running and explore everything in my house...<br />he always take everything from my house...<br />sometime he play with it and sometime throw it.. =.=<br />tv remote, my sister handphone, my wallet, all where spoil by him..<br />if i was still same as last time...<br />i sure scold him and beat him..<br />but as my age grow...<br />feel like beat and scold is not a good idea to teach children haha..<br />pity my second sister's son cause i use to scold him last time..<br />but of course i love all my nieces and nephews... haha...<br />when the time my nephew cry..<br />i not dare to go back into house..<br />because i know that i may prefer to stay another while if i saw his tears..<br />haha...<br />lucky i take some video of him 2 days ago..<br />now when i miss him i can play it back..<br />xD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-4147986720822674456?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-47209869351489478272008-08-13T03:39:00.000-07:002008-08-13T03:40:14.070-07:00How i hope the one she miss is me...<br />but everything is too late..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-4720986935148947827?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-28056103422071147402008-08-11T19:47:00.000-07:002008-08-12T06:43:29.407-07:00After a busy weekend..i though everything will settle down after we pass up all out assignment..<br />but the thing go not as smooth as i though...<br />no matter how i hard i try to help my friends...<br />but i had neglect some of them..<br />on saturday one of my coursemate ask me to send him my java source code..<br />unfortunately i could not finish it and i told him..<br />"wait.. after i modify i will send u k"..<br />this word make me become a bad guy..<br />but its ok...<br />because i use to be a bad guy..<br />after i told him that, i went to my another friend (ah loke) house..<br />i finalize my coding around sunday late evening and that time, ah loke's housemate (my coursemate) came back from hometown..<br />they do not start any thing yet..<br />so i was asked to help and teach them how to do...<br />once again i become a busy guy on that night..<br />but luckily ah loke done his thing..<br />so he teach other coursemate too..<br />i feel that he really learn a lot of java programming...<br />i had to help 3 to 4 people in the house...<br />finally i forget to send to the friend that i "promise" to send him on saturday..<br />on sunday night that friend talk to Derrick...<br />the words he used all like knife could cut through people's skin..<br />derrick told me and i immediately send him my coding..<br />but i do not know he receive or not because the internet line in that house is lagging...<br />i just drag the file and put in my chat box...<br />after that i was called by my coursemate because they having problem in doing assigment...<br />on the next day..<br />my friend keep repeating the words saying that "i will remember what u did to me!"<br />firstly i do not know whats that..<br />after think, i found that he is talking about me..<br />argh...<br />this make me sick because he keep repeating the same thing...<br />its let me feel annoying..<br />what can i do?<br />but it's really my fault that forget to send him..<br />i would like to said sorry to him..<br />but i know at this moment he sure wont accept...<br />its ok for me cause i use to be BAD GUY!<br />but if 1 day..<br />he make me fed up..<br />i sure will reply him..<br />"Yes i send all my answer to whole class and even friends from other course but not send to u!"<br />since he already take me as a selfish people..<br />but today i feel better..<br />because i realise..<br />there are still some friends who trust me..<br />=)<br />the more he feel that i'm selfish..<br />the better i will treat all my friends around..<br />especially my roommate who advise me yesterday...<br />thx cherng... ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-2805610342207114740?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-48246308086623922392008-08-10T19:40:00.000-07:002008-08-10T19:47:23.230-07:00omg...<br />after reading my friend's blog (keat)..<br />now only i realise how sad was him few days ago...<br />argh...<br />why i do not realise at all on that moment...<br />the reason he feel sad is because of the result...<br />the time after get the result..<br />i just sitting at my place and continue listening to lectures..<br />i do not go ask others marks...<br />this is because of the class get low marks...<br />...........<br />argh!!!!<br />i hate this feeling!!!<br />all people around look so down...<br />now think back make me no mood to continue my blog..<br />forget about that..<br />bye..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-4824630808662392239?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-11340915712183670592008-08-10T19:12:00.000-07:002008-08-10T19:27:14.436-07:00Become a human being is not that easy...<br />when u try to ask help from other, they will show u a face that make uncomfortable...<br />when people ask our help and and we do it late..<br />they will show us the same face also...<br />i though we are the one who should do that face...<br />above statement has nothing related to below statement.. xD<br /><br />this few days is really a busy day...<br />time pass so fast...i could not even enjoy my weekend...<br />i stay at my friend (ah Loke)'s house more than at my house...<br />this is because all of us need to finish our java assignment..<br />we discuss for the assignment from morning until night..<br />(sometime we watch movie too.. hehe...)<br />there are three people in the house (include another ah loke's house mate Yeung)..<br />in that house only they two stay in PJ to do their assignment and the rest all back to hometown...<br />some of our coursemate come join too...<br />i was so happy this few days although we were busy..<br />i'am happy is because ah loke and yeung had improve their programming skill..<br />they make their own first programme..<br />although ah loke's coding quite messy but his interface is best among all of us..<br />haha...<br />yesterday i slept at 5.30 am and now wake up at 10am...<br />so feel like floating in the air...<br />need get some rest...<br />wish all my friends finish their assignment and get good marks for it...<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-1134091571218367059?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-9707105601653031512008-08-08T07:20:00.000-07:002008-08-08T07:31:36.450-07:00"mum.."<br />i forget when is the last time i speak out this word...<br />some i really scare..<br />scare that the memory between me and my mum will lost forever..<br />so everytime when i free, i will try to recall back the memory...<br />but...<br />the memory was getting lesser and lesser...<br />i hate myself...<br />i do my memory so bad...<br />i often forget thing easily...<br />but there is some memory i could not forget in my mind forever...<br />i remember when i was in primary school, me wake up late and the bus is coming in 5 minutes..<br />i had to walk around 5 minutes to reach the place where bus fetch us...<br />mum was worry that i could not reach in time so try to bring me there...<br />i saw a woman who do not know how to drive bike carrying a bike..<br />her size was small and too weak to carry the bike...<br />but she do not want me to miss the bus so she had to try her best to send me there...<br />she carry the bike to outside of my house while i wearing my shoe..<br />the bike is too heavy for her and she accidentally fall down...<br />she hurt her knee and i can't do anything since i was too small that time...<br />i try to ask her no need to send me there...<br />skip a day from school should be no problem...<br />but she do not let me do so...<br />her leg was pain...<br />i feel that my heart was penetrate too...<br />finally she left the bike in the house and bring me go by bicycle..<br />and we make it to reach before the bus arrive...<br />my mum left once my bus reach...<br />looking she riding the bicycle with her pain leg make me had a feel...<br />the feel can't be describe...<br />feel like i want to grow as fast as i could and fetch my mum...<br />i do not want to let her get hurt anymore...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-970710560165303151?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-56729543899037304932008-08-06T11:46:00.000-07:002008-08-06T12:02:45.448-07:00<div><br /><div>Time shows 2.47 am...<br />but i do not know why i could not close my eyes...<br />after come back from Loke's house, i do my java programming assignment til now...<br />finally i almost finsih my assignment but there are still something i do not understand about the language...<br />i worry about my future...<br />actually i'm not very good in programming...<br />but i'm abit lucky than other coursemate because i had a chance to force myself learn during internship...<br />i scare when i go to work next time, there will be no lecturers guide us in programming..<br />i do not know how to solve a problem that i face in future...<br />that's why sometime i hope i will never graduate...<br />xD<br />oh ya...<br />just now while i doing my assignment...<br />i saw my room mate typing something in microsoft words with his laptop...<br />i felt curious so went beside of him and read what he write..<br />firstly i though is his blog..<br />but then i found out is his diary...<br />=.=<br />but he do not stop me from reading it... because he write in chinese which i do not know how to read... zzzz<br />but...<br />there are some words i do know how to read... hahaha...<br />from his diary... i found something that very happy...<br />i found that he is more brave than me..<br />he take a step that i not dare to take..<br />and what step he take??<br />mai kepo please... =P<br />i really feel happy for him.. is a good news for me because i going to have a room mate that smile always... =)<br />few weeks ago his face look bitter...<br />i can't even smile too when look at his face...<br />and now i feel better... hahaha...<br />maybe being of too happy is one of reason i am still sitting here write this blog.. hehe..<br />tommorow i have class at 8am...<br />and now time shows 2.57...<br />i better get some sleep now...<br />nitez to all~</div><div> <a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_CXQRo4gE1cM/SJn1N5eIqiI/AAAAAAAAAAg/yfokbZw6ogo/s1600-h/68.gif"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5231482061281864226" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_CXQRo4gE1cM/SJn1N5eIqiI/AAAAAAAAAAg/yfokbZw6ogo/s320/68.gif" border="0" /></a></div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_CXQRo4gE1cM/SJn038Kl5dI/AAAAAAAAAAY/Iyy8a-nRg0E/s1600-h/68.gif"></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-5672954389903730493?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-82081802399055745662008-08-05T07:48:00.001-07:002008-08-05T07:51:43.896-07:00Time shows 1030 night..<br />I just came back from Loke’s house after doing nothing there for few hours…<br />Derrick told me that he feel so disappointed with his friend…<br />I ask him what happen and he starts to tell me about his story…<br />Two years ago they meet in the class and become friend…<br />In these two years he tried his best to help his friend in so many kinds of problems…<br />He fetches him back when no transport…<br />Buy food for him when he could not go eat…<br />Accompany him go eat when he alone…<br />Ask him to join any activities with other friends…<br />There are few times Derrick joke with his friend ask him to treat him eat…<br />He said “not much to spend.. Even a Mc Donald I will be satisfy..”<br />As a result what he said is… and goes home without eat anything…<br />Few weeks ago…<br />Derrick felt very tired and hope to get some rest and ask his friend to help him do thing…<br />His friend does not want to help and ignore derrick’s message that send through messenger…<br />Finally, Derrick had to finish the work by himself tiredly…<br />Few days ago..<br />He brings his friend to have lunch with other friends…<br />After finish their lunch… He saw his friend go buy another set of meal…<br />He wondering and ask him why he did that..<br />Without any reply, he went to a gal’s house where nearby of the food stall they eat..<br />Derrick realizes that, he bought the food and brings it to a gal…<br />At the same day, Derrick went to his friend house at night…<br />He found that his helping the gal doing the thing that ask by Derrick last few weeks…<br />He feel very disappointed cause the gal did nothing good for him and his friend willing to do anything for her..<br />While friend ask for help but he just ignore and even scold him back…<br />Suddenly I feel lucky…<br />Cause I do not had any close friend like that…<br />=)<br />Appreciate those who treat you good around before you meet someone like that…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-8208180239905574566?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-39862650292213281492008-08-04T01:35:00.001-07:002008-08-04T01:35:36.029-07:00Today we only attend one class in the evening…<br />Besides learn about Java programming, the class make me to realize something too..<br />I found that different person have different status in different people’s heart…<br />Few weeks ago, I left my file in my “friends” house…<br />I ask him to bring to me in the school and he did it…<br />The next day, once again I left it…<br />I ask him to do the same thing…<br />As the result, in the next morning he brings nothing but only his bag…<br />I ask him why he did not bring my file and he reply…<br />The file with 3 inch height full of paper is too heavy for him to bring…<br />Ops…It’s 2 inch I think…<br />Today, arrive in the class, that “friend” is not in class…<br />Some of us were wondering where he goes…<br />When he back to class, my other friend ask him that where he goes and he reply nothing…<br />After 15 minutes he went out again and come back with a lot of paper…<br />He distributes all the paper to my course mates and we found that is a survey question…<br />At the moment I believe that all our course mates have same thinking which is “WOW.. These papers sure belong to gals”…<br />Hmmm… what do you thinking??<br />I think this is a normal thing shall performed by friend??<br />I feel that there are still a lot of things for me to learn to become a “normal” person…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-3986265029221328149?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-74584369442192344102008-08-02T09:50:00.000-07:002008-08-02T09:54:15.714-07:00Sometimes..<br />I tried to express my thinking and feeling..<br />But not everyone would understand what am I trying to express..<br />Misunderstand often occur between me and others..<br />Maybe the way I express is not clear enough..<br />Even the blog I wrote would make others to misunderstand too..<br />I believe if someone reading what I write sure will think of other things too..<br />Anyway, I would like to apologize to those who misunderstood about my blog..<br />I feel so bad cause giving you a hope..<br /><br />I do not know how often misunderstand occur the normal human life each day..<br />But I think this words often appear around me..<br />Talking about misunderstand..<br />I remember the incident again..<br />Actually I have 2 roommates..<br />Around 1 year ago we 3 decide to move into a room..<br />He promise me that he would not move out because the rent was not cheap..<br />Everything was fine..<br />We live harmony in the house until 1 day..<br />He got a girl friend..<br />From that day start, its still ok..<br />I still remember a night.. Its around 1am and one of my roommate back hometown..<br />I came back from friend house..<br />As usual I plug in my key into the lock.. I push the door once I turn on the lock..<br />And I go knock my head on the door..<br />I found out the door was lock from behind..<br />That time I already very tired and I really angry this thing would happen to me!!<br />Then I knock the door till my roommate open the door..<br />He is sleeping with his gf in my room..<br />So I decide to go my other friend room sleep after bath..<br />After few days.. I heard from my course mate that my roommate looking house to move..<br />I’m so angry and disappointed because he never think of us before he decide..<br />Some more he promise us will not move no matter what since we had to paid around rm 200 if he move..<br />I act very cool to him after that and I think he do not know why I do that..<br />The most angry thing for me is I heard the news he want to move from course mate and he did not plan to tell me till the day he found new place to move...<br />But.. After time goes.. Especially I came back from industrial training..<br />I feel myself stupid and childish for treat my friend so cool..<br />So I would apologize to him and hope he could understand why I suddenly act so cool to him in some period..<br />I plan to sms him but I did not do that finally…<br />Sorry..<br />=)<br />I can’t afford to lost a friend for only such a tiny things..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-7458436944219234410?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-78716251887912027632008-07-31T11:48:00.001-07:002008-07-31T11:48:20.394-07:00I observe my class today…<br />All of them have their different love story…<br />Some of them love others but not dare to express…<br />While some of them know they have feel on each other…<br />But they not dare to accept the fact…<br />I ask my friend Loke who sit beside me today…<br />What will you do to attract someone that you like??<br />Well, his answer is simple…<br />Always look at her and let her feel that you like her…<br />But it seem like everyone will use this method…<br />I observing my friends and I do not saw that they looking at the one they like…<br />But…they will put attention on someone they like…<br />They will “accidentally” look at them, see whether the one they like is look at them or not…<br />Some may use some excuse to talk to their love one…<br />For example passing thing to others through the people they like…<br />This world is funny…<br />People like to do something that should not do by them…<br />Creating a lot of misunderstanding each other… (Maybe is their hobby)<br />For example making someone they do not like to fall in love with themselves…<br />But I think this is usual attitude…<br />Since everyone want themselves to attract by many people and like by other people…<br />This is normal…<br />But the unusual thing I feel is how come someone know they like each other but still could not close to each other??<br />Do they need to consider a lot of thing??<br />According to my sister, become a couple is not a matter of 2 people…<br />But is matter of 2 families!!<br />Therefore, she asks me to consider of their family is I found that I crush on someone…<br />As I mention is about 2 families! But how come my friend still could not be with the one they like although they never meet each other family??<br />Is this because pressure from other friends??<br />Afraid others will talk about them if they being together??<br />Or guy could not give the gal feeling of safe??<br />IF they could not be together because of afraid others talk about it…<br />Then I wish they would not be together FOREVER!<br />This is not cursing…but even this small thing they could not stand for it…<br />How could they face their family if there is any misunderstand between them…?<br />There is still a long journey for 22 under graduate youngster to walk in their life…<br />Wish all of people in my class found their true love~<br />=)<br />Jia you for those who still do not express their feeling to the one they love~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-7871625188791202763?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-80432117394226498972008-07-29T18:56:00.000-07:002008-07-29T18:57:37.106-07:00Only lend our hand to those who appreciate it..<br />I’m not talking about they would repay us..<br />But at least they one day they won’t say<br />“I never ask for it and u offer yourself!!”<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-8043211739422649897?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-33266963093150087042008-07-24T22:19:00.001-07:002008-07-26T05:22:28.404-07:00Hmm..<br />I heard that a lot of thing in the world exist as “ying” and “yang” element..<br />There is black instead of white..<br />Male always exist if there is female..<br />The “ying” and “yang” always attract each other..<br />This concept makes the same element keep pushing each other..<br />For example magnet will always pushing away each other if both is negative..<br />This the natural of the world..<br />But sometime the world natural make me quite disappointed..<br />Since I came here, I found that human is same too..<br />Everything will think of gal first and how about friend???<br />Next time ba..<br />But..<br />It’s a good thing… xD<br />Coz this give me an excuse not to think of them if there is any benefit..<br />I am clear about which element can be trust and should be treat nice~<br />^^<br />And I also learn a lot from that..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-3326696309315008704?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-48788555040790580092008-07-24T21:46:00.000-07:002008-07-24T21:51:28.862-07:00Everyone seem busy of assignment and exam this few week..<br />I think I suppose to be one of them..<br />But I do not know why..<br />This semester let me feel more relax compare to previous..<br />Maybe because I feel more pressure during industrial training..<br />Or most of exam were given study guideline and we just simply read the guide given..<br />Today I learn something new in my class..<br />Its about how we transfer knowledge from a person to another..<br />Lecturer said that storing telling is one of the way..<br />Story telling start from a person but not necessary stop by others..<br />When is the last story u heard from someone??<br />My elder sister like to tell me about story or article that she read..<br />I think the most story I like is related to culture of Chinese.. >.<<br />Do you know there are 2 persons and one rabbit in moon and do you know why??<br />Do you know why we eat “nien kao”?<br />Do you know why we eat “bak chang”?<br />Do you know why hokkien pray sugar can during Chinese New Year??<br />All the stories was told by my family..<br />I remember every word told by them..<br />I hope to share it here too…<br />But its too many for me to write..<br />Haha…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-4878855504079058009?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-16083782119129627332008-07-21T06:13:00.000-07:002008-07-24T21:48:14.599-07:00The first time I come to here (Utar)..<br />I tried to care everything around me..<br />It includes people and things that I do..<br />After 2 years study here..<br />I found that what I do is wrong..<br />The more I care of something..<br />The thing will become worst..<br />Sometime I feel I’m annoying of myself because of the attitude...<br />So..<br />I told myself to change…<br />No more care of everything around me no matter what happen..<br />No matter human or things..<br />I wont think of it anymore..<br />Hope this could make me better..<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-1608378211912962733?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-73401694064319615892008-07-19T11:14:00.000-07:002008-07-19T11:15:03.459-07:00During the night while I try do my assignment, my hometown friend call me..<br />She need my suggestion about her friends problem..<br />Her friend has a boy friend 1 year ago..<br />Unfortunately the guy never contact her if the gal did not contact the guy..<br />Recently the gal is busy and she request her bf to send a encourage or supportive message for her when he free..<br />But the request did not fulfill by her bf..<br />“Shall they break?” my friend ask me..<br />I did not give her a fix answer..<br />This is because I feel that, we could not judge them since we do not clearly understand the situation and problems..<br />My friend told her to break since the guy does not care of her...<br />Is this the correct action for the gal???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-7340169406431961589?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-5741027169682727822008-07-19T10:53:00.000-07:002008-07-19T11:08:05.079-07:00Unbelievable that I went out whole day just now..<br />I plan not to anywhere because I felt lazy on morning..<br />After having my lunch, I found that my computer have some problems and making me lagging..<br />So I decided to follow my friend, Loke, bring his laptop for her sister..<br />After that we went to find my best friend Ah Nee at Sunway and bring her to One Utama since she never went there before..<br />We had a lot of fun there.. ^^<br />When reach there, the first thing we did is look for food court in the shopping mall..<br />Ah Nee haven’t eat lunch at it already 3.00 pm when we reach there..<br />We bought a lot of food there..<br />Fried chicken, sushi, kaya ball and many more..<br />The food stall not allow us to eat there..<br />So we had to eat on the bench which prepared for shoppers to rest..<br />After eat, Ah Nee suggest to watch movie..<br />Since batman was sold out, so we had to choose other Chinese movie.. (Forgot name) =.=<br />The story line of the movie not bad..<br />What make us surprise is at the end of the movie there is a sentence wrote that “to be continue”..<br />This mean we had to wait for next episode for the movie ending.. =.=<br />I never expect I would do such activities today..<br />But I did not regret for it...<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-574102716968272782?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-1274669802860874712008-07-17T04:44:00.001-07:002008-07-17T04:44:58.684-07:00Third blog of me..<br />I started to feel regret to start the blog..<br />Maybe I do not like others to know more about the inner me..<br />Today woke up so early in the morning because my class will be started 8 am (I always late for it =.=)..<br />With my tired face I walk step by step to school with my friends loke, ccc and daren (I would wrote down their name so I could remember them in future ^^)..<br />We could not find where is the classes and finally we was told the class was cancel..<br />Argh!!! The moment I really want to kill someone..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-127466980286087471?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-6626941349680326422008-07-16T08:30:00.000-07:002008-07-16T08:41:56.107-07:00They said when a person stay close to another too much, they will had almost same attitude..<br />Time tell me this is true..<br />After living 22 years in the world I found that human, especially guy would like to show off their strength in front of others (refer to girl) and hide every of their weakness.<br />Maybe this is called human being..<br />A person who firstly look nice would show their ego too..<br />Even some time I would think to be like that..<br />But I tried my best to hide it..<br />I not sure do I consider a abnormal person for doing this..<br />Although I try my best but the attitude will appear too…and I hate it very much..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-662694134968032642?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8053821165657544035.post-64167067143585107912008-07-16T07:16:00.000-07:002008-07-16T07:28:29.836-07:00I did something I never expect I will do in my life..<br />I start the blog today after reading at my friend’s blog where he posts the link on his msn.<br />Every time I read other’s blog, they would use a very nice and pretty words which I always fail to do that..<br />For those who reading my blog please do not laugh at me if I had any grammar mistake or using broken English..<br />As Malaysian, I think that using broken English is a common culture..<br />Let me introduce of myself before I start any blog here..<br />My name is Cho Chun and most of people here calling me Ah Chun.<br />I am 22 (single).. Maybe I not attractive or mature enough..<br />I’m currently study in Utar (Petaling Jaya).. staying with my course mate from Malacca who I never expect I will stay with..<br />But I think is right choice for me to stay with him since he could tolerate with my bad attitude.. thanks to him.. =)<br />Well, I am from Penang (Bukit Mertajam)..<br />Please do not ask about my hobby because I do not feel like anything..<br />I feel bored to everything did by me..<br />So I had to look for new or more interest thing to do everyday..<br />That’s all for today..<br />Another thing is I do not why I start the blog..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8053821165657544035-6416706714358510791?l=chochun.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chun~http://www.blogger.com/profile/09314137023221526760noreply@blogger.com1